cool. funky. weird

2006-08-03T16:36:00.000+08:00

TOP Five! not in order.. haha

top five "dream" jobs:
doctor, astronaut, teacher, full time volunteer, millionaire ceo or owner of a multinational company
top five films I (love to) watch over andover again:
lotr, so close, how to lose a guy in 10 days, the core, parent traP? haha
top five songs I can listen to again and again
uh, can't really think of anything eh
top five shows i love watching:
mga telenovela ng abs.. haha.. uh, charmed, kim possible (hey it's nice!), jeopardy (shucks, lumalabas ang pagkanerd) boston public (kaso la na ngayon..)
top five places i'd want to visit by the age of thirty-five:
europe, the whole of it, us, hawaii, korea, japan, and rome(special mention though it's in europe.. haha)
top five obsessions:
jackets! really.. bench shirts, really! kikay stuff (like make-up and whatever), pictures, uh, di k na alam eh..
top five beverages:
water, coffee, milk shakes, four seasons.. yakult..

2006-07-31T19:19:00.000+08:00

SECTION 1 - DeSCRIPTION...
+ Known as: Paula
+ Born: 6.18.1989
+ Haircolor:black
SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER...
+ Fallen off the bed? yeah, but quite a few times only
+ Broken someone else's heart? uh, i don't think so..
+ Had your heart broken? uh, next question? haha.. abroken heart is not always due to a bad realationship that didn't work out or somthing right? so maybe, yeah, a couple of times..
+ Had a dream come true? i guess.:)
SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing: pambahay and pjs
+ Listening to: tv
+ Located: bedroom
+ Chatting with: wala eh
+ Watching: commercials
+ Should REALLY be: studying.. haha.. it never ends..
SECTION 4 - DO YOU...
+ Do you brush your teeth? duh naman diba
+ Have any piercings? ears
+ Drive?yeah, sure, bordering on kaskasero, uh, kaskasera. kulit kasi ng chia tao namin eh.. laging sinasabi na ishuoldn't drive like a girl
+ Drink? tubig? haha.. just kidding.. course not..
+ Have a cell phone? 2
SECTION 5 - THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ Hugged: uh, forgot
+ IMed: none at the moment..
+ Talked with on the phone: uh, jc?
SECTION 6 - PERSONAL...
+ What do you want to be when you growup:married.. haha
+ What comes first in your life?family, God
+ What do you usually think about beforeyou go to bed?i pray.. and i look at my cellphone.. and i think about my life, how old i'll be after i study.. my debut.. hahaha
+ Loved by? lahat ng tao.. charing.. haha
SECTION 7- FAVORITES
+ Movie: duh, lotr
+ Store: uh, bench, most likely.. hehe.. i have tons of bench stuff
+ Food: kahit anu eh.. obviously
+ Candy: pwede potchi?
+ Day of the week: sunday!
+ Color: before, lavander, now, pink, hot pink.
SECTION 8 - DO YOU...
+ Like to give hugs? yeah sure..:)
+ Like to walk in the rain? in manila? never..
+ Prefer black or blue? blue
+ Sleep on your side, stomach or back? side and back
+ Ever have the falling dream? maybe, forgot..
+ Have stuffed animals? lots, mostly from jc.. hehe
SECTION 9- THIS OR THAT...(pick)
+ Pierced nose or tongue? none..
+ MTV or BET? MTV
+ NBA or PBA? NBA
+ Chocolate or flowers? prefer flowers when given by jc, but i love to eat chocolates
+ Colored or Black-and-white photos? colored
+ stay up late or sleep in? sleep in
+ Hot or cold? depends on what.. if its coffee, hot
+ Sun or moon? moon
+ Left or Right? depends
+ 10 Acquaintances or one best friend? a single matino best friend
+ Mustard or ketchup? i absolutely adore ketchup.. one bottle in one sitting.. haha.. get my point?
+ Spring or Fall? no suh thing in the philippines
+ Happy or sad: happy. tanung ba yan?
+ Wonder or amazement: if you are amazed, do you not wonder? haha
+ McDonald's or Burger King : BK if its burger, McDo if its chicken
+ Mexican or Italian food? italian..
SECTION 10: FIRSTS.
First screen name: in what?
First self purchased CD: forgot..
First pet: dog.. si briggs.. may he rest in peace..:(
First piercing/tattoo: ears
SECTION 11: LASTS.
Last good cry: forgot..
Last phone call: yesterday? haha
Last time showered: this morning
SECTION 13: WHO LAST...
1. Made you smile: clarissa! haha thanks cla! i really love you! hahaha
2. Saw you cry? didn't see.. hear.. uh, jc!
3. Went to the movies with you? jc and ahia
SECTION 14: WOULD YOU RATHER...
1. Be serious or be funny? depends, but more funny i guess
2. Drink whole or skim milk? no milk for me
3. Die in a fire or drown? uh, i'd like to sleep, then die na lang
4. Spend time with your parents or enemies? duh, parents
SECTION 15: DO YOU PREFER...
1. Do you prefer gray or black? black.. gray looks icky when you sweat
2. Lust or love? love! who likes lust better than love anyway?
3. Sunrise or sunset? sunset
4. M&M's or skittles? m&m's
SECTION 16: ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...
1. Do you like anyone? yes!
2. Smoke? never
3. Stolen? piracy is stealing daw eh, so yeah sure
4. Do you believe in Love at first sight? love? not really. like maybe..
5. Do you fall for the wrong guy or girl? i don't think so..

2006-07-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

cool day today..

woke up early to go with mama to aranque market. hinatid muna namin si tito doods sa building, i drove.. haha!
from there we went to aranque na.. grabe.. as in palengke talaga.. super naputikan nga ako pero fun naman.. haha.. i even saw a sort-of container with lots of water snakes in it, eew kadiri.. there were even live frogs na naka-net, they were jumping and all.. haha live fishes, live anything.. haha..
after anranque, kumain kami muna, then went to intramuros.. went to see the place kikay referred to me in intramuros.. villa immaculada.. super ok ng place grabe.. haha.. nagustuhan ni mama so we reerved it na.. hahahaha.. shucks, super addict.. haha pinuntahan din nila ni papa after lunch..
i drove all the way home from intramuros ulit.. haha.. then ate lunch..
went to st peter to bond with the youth.. uber fun din.. haha
shucks.. super addict na ko sa preps ko.. haha if u get what i mean..:)

ciao

2006-07-27T19:29:00.000+08:00

1.DON'T TAKE IT IF YOU'RE GOING TO LIE.
---(this is a survey i got from friendster.. so bear with me..)
2.WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
---sleeveless pambahay
3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIEND'S LIST?
---yep.. friendly kiss ha..:)
4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS list?
---Yes.. haha
5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DOYOU KNOWIN REAL LIFE?
--- i think lahat
6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
--- 2
7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIPWITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
--- yup
8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDESTHE ONE YOU HAVE?
---any name that would give me a unique nickname..
9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE awt WITHSOMEONE OFTHE SAME SeX?
---defenitely not..
10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST B-DAY?
---eat out.. as in far out.. sa tagaytay.. haha.. with fam and jc
11. WHAT'S YOUR CURRENT RINGTONE ONYOURPHONE?
--- ring ring.. too lazy to change it eh
12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
---5.30
13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT TWO NIGHTS AGO?
--- sleeping
14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
---like how pulled?
15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TODO?
--- finish studying.. haha dream on..
16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
--- ngayon nandito siya eh
17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
--- wala naman.. i think
18. IF YOU HAD 300,000 DOLLARS... WHAT 5THINGSWOULD YOU DO WITH IT??
--- keep the needed money for the rest of my schooling, buy a car, buy a laptop, shop, and donate to our church.. haha
19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENTJOB?
--- no job yet
20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
---la akong kilalang tom. wrong number.
21. WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR ARE YOUWEARING?
---beige
22. LAST THING YOU ATE?
--pandesal
23. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
---june, or december
24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
--- when it's the finals month.. time to cram
25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
---wala ata eh, jacket ni jc siguro..
26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHTNOW?
---oooh.. that girl and that boy.. haha.. no, they're nnot a couple.. i think cla and den would know this..:)
27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
---my blog
28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
---johnina.. uy special mention.. haha
29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU SAD.
--- depends..
30. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BESTFRIEND?
--- yup.. haha go jc!
31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK(S)?
---uh, ewan eh..
33. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?
---nope
35. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
---think.. and think.. and think..
36. HAVE YOU KISSED SOMEONE IN THE PAST WEEK?
---oo, haha. nanay ko
37. LAST EX
--- no ex's yet
38. IF YOU COULD TELL YOUR LAST EX SOMETHINGWHAT WOULD YOU SAY?
--- n/a po eh
39. WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR EX WOULDSAY TO YOU?
---again, n/a
40. DO YOU MISS YOUR LAST EX?
---grabe naman to
41. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LASTEX IF YOU COULD?
-- hay, can we move on please?
42. HOW MANY PIERCINGS DO YOU HAVE?
--- 2, one each ear
43. TATTOOS?
--- none
44. IF YOU COULD GET PIERCED ANYWHERE WHERE WOULD YOU GET IT DONE?
--- wala
45. WHAT ARE YOU MOST SCARED OF?
---being alone
46. DO YOU LIKE BEING ON STAGE WITH A BUNCH OF PEEOPLE WATCHING YOU?
--- i don't mind, but i'm not keen to do it
47. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT TO THE MALL?
---duh, kanina.. hello, UP manila = RP manila
52. WHAT KIND OF CELL PHONE DO YOUHAVE?
--- n70, nokia 3650

haha

2006-07-27T18:53:00.000+08:00

hay! sa wakas nagkatelepono na ulit kami!!!! haha.. naka-internet na ulit.. hehe anyway.. updates.. and more thoughts and kwentos..

in up we have this buddy system, isang sophomore sa isang freshie or two.. super ok.. haha.. well at least my buddy is.. super nakakahelp yung mga pinahiram niyang notes.. haha.. thanks aleck!:)
i've finally defined what my issues are, and somehow, na-reresolve ko na sila.. wahahaha
planning for debut? nyak. sana tuloy.. go mama kai! hahaha
grades still going great.. haha.. sana di masira ang momentum..
still thinking.. 4+4+3+4=15.. hay
i love my bebe.. he's so nice and sweet and caring and loving and all.. he'r just great!:) muwah.. hahaha
got my non-pro lisensya.. woohoo ;)

post next time.. or later.. haha ciao!

2006-07-19T19:10:00.000+08:00

other thoughts.. continued from previous post...

uh, i was talking to my friends sometime ago about studying medicine and all.. shucks and i realized i would have to study for fifteen years. my golly. 4 years pre-med (that's my bio course), 4 years med (last year internship/clerkship), 3 years residency (i think..) plus 4 more years specialization.. 4+4+3+4=15.. oh, grabe.. by the time i finish i will be 31! grabe.. and i would just be starting my life.. if you get what i mean.. moreover, for me 31 is too late for me to marry. haha.. i had plans before that by mid to late twenties i'll marry na. grabe.. this thought has been occupying my head ever since..
some, if not many of my blockmates didn't really choose bio as their first choice, or they didn't really choose it because they wanted it, rather, out of the lack of options. grabe. many are planning to transfer and go some place else.. wala lang.. sharing lang. haha
i don't really want to leave the country. kahit na for studying, working or migrating, i really really don't want to. maybe i'm too emotionally attached to this palce. or maybe i'm too scared to go out of my comfort zone. haha.. if i wanted to i would just have gotten the scholarship granted to me a few years back. that was for singapore. grabe. haha. ayaw ko talaga eh. marami nagsasabi sayang daw, pero, what the heck. i'm perfectly happy here, and i don't regret my decision. i know my mission is here. haha :)
crystal-making using tawas is not my thing. long story. haha
jc tries to visit me whenever possible.. as in every m-w-th lunch times.. haha..
uh.. what else ba.. i'm going through some turbulent times right now. thank God for family and friends! hahaha

til next time! ciao!

2006-07-18T20:23:00.000+08:00

sa wakas! tapos na ang mga exams namin! wahaha.. and sa awa ng Diyos.. ok naman results! hahaha.. anyway.. anu ba ang masasabi ko ngayon sa buhay ko sa aking bagong paaralan - UP! haha.. thoughts and experiences and anecdotes and whatever i can think of in relation to it..:)

nag-eenjoy naman ako sa studies ko.. as in talaga.. haha.. hindi ako nagbibiro.. i'm really liking it.. and i hope this would last.. haha sana hindi ko ito pagsawaan..
grabe, talagantg kulang ang budget ng gobyerno para sa amin.. haha. may isang classroom kami, it's like, 1.5m by 4m. and were twenty in the room. grabe.. two rows of chairs and the first row is with in reaching distance of the board na.. grabe.. buti na lang nalipat na.. haha.. pero mainit naman dun sa pinaglipatan na room.. hay.. haha
may aircon naman nga pala kami.. paminsan, no, madalas, mainit nga lang, at maingay. so we have to turn it off. nag-aircon pa eh noh..
3 kaming chinese ladies sa barkada namin.. haha.. and we're called TEAM CHINA.. haha.. sumisikat na ang pangalan namin.. hahaha.. we're famous!
di natuloy yung isang departmental exam namin dahil nag-brown out and guess what, wala kaming generator.. tapos lahat pa ng bintana tinapalan kaya para kaming nasa haunted house. tama lang na la na exam.. hehe
ok naman teachers ko.. enjoy.. haha.. nakakapanibago pero enjoy..:)

continue ko next time.. hehe.. my time is up eh.. har:) study pa ako..:) grabe sa pagkanerd! ciao!

2006-07-16T19:17:00.000+08:00

1. In one sentence, explain what ended your last relationship:
not ended yet.. not planning to do so..
2. What made you smile yesterday?
masarap na ice cream (is it just me or i am i utterly screaming food in everything i do? haha)
3. What were you doing this morning at 8a.m.?
ark meeting
4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
answering math problems while typing my blog entry
5. Something that happened to you in 1986?
uh, my bro was born
6. Your prom night?
ok lang..
7. Last thing you said aloud?
cge
8. Last thing someone else said aloud?
iwan na lang ni ameng sa lobby
9. Worst thing currently on television?
manny pacquiao's commercials. my gosh he can't even act, let alone sing! (wait, can i get sued for this?)
10. What was in the mail today?
di ako nakareceive eh
11. How many different beverages have you dranktoday?
2. water, coke
12. What is your favorite part of the day?
when i get to rest
13. Your current To-do list?
i don't even keep one..
19. Last thing you bought?
uh, can't remember.. slippers siguro haha
20. Last gift you received?
white gold anklet
21. Funniest thing you heard all day?
ang dami eh
22. Favorite mug?
to grandma with love(that was my lola's mug.. i think i gave it to her.. she passed away recently, so now i'm using it.. along with a lot of her other things)
23. What color is your front door?
brown.
24. Beauty is:
within? haha. not with me it isn't haha joke
25. Describe your keychain:
i don't like key chains
26. Where do you keep your change?
coin purse or wallet
27. Say something to the number 1 person inyour Top 8:
top 8 what?
28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
don't have winter coats, just lots and lots of jackets.. as in more than 10..
29. What was the weather like on your graduationday?
rainy.
30. Last ice cream flavor?vanilla
31. Last rainbow you saw?
can't remember
32. Something you are excited about
getting over exams and getting good grades too

2006-07-16T19:01:00.000+08:00

shucks. i missed going to practices talaga. it's really refreshing and relaxing, plus its uber fun. after many weeks of not attending choir practice, finally i'm back.

tamang tama last week i said to my self super nahihiya na ako kumanata sa choir without attending practice, i'll take a loa muna if i can't attendthsi week's practice. buti na lang this week we have a ga for music ministry so i don't have any more plausible reasons to not go. i am so thankful na nakapunta ako dahil...
(1) uber fun ng ga..
(2) i have never seen ate rose dance an action song and i'd never miss it for anything, haha, and now i saw her.. dahil dun na-inspire ako! (why? kasi ate is like a supernatural being na for us low-class species, and to see her dance with us, that is just... super. gets ba? haha)
(3) ate's testimony was great. it makes you want to come back and stay.
(4) super bonding with other choir members.. haha finally nagsasalita na si ej at nakikijoin na sa slippers soccer namin.
(5) i got to talk with nina and kai and it realy helped me in a lot of issues i'm dealing with right now.. well, i had the chance to vent out all my cramped up feelings and it feels great. plus, i got tips from the experts(nina and kai! haha).. anyway, thanks guys muwah! power alto rules! haha
(6) ok yung mga new songs na pinractice, buti na lang helpful yung mga tao at tinulungan ako maka-catch up:)
(7) sarap ng food!
(8) i feel inspired! hahaha
(9) everybody's still so accomodating kahit tagal ko nawala.. haha

yun.. hay grabe.. sana hindi mawala yung momentum namin.. haha magrerelease pa tayo ng cd!

uh, for those reading this, please pray for me and my issues.. haha! as mentioned above. haha. ty! better post next time, pag wala na akong exam.. har har. ciao! (2 exams to go!)

2006-07-12T19:19:00.000+08:00

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN A RING?
> yup
2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
>can't really say, it's still ongoing
3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED:
> white gold anklet.. naks naman..
4. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DROPPEDYOUR CELL?
>n70 never, 3650 can't count na
5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
>uh, me work out? haha.
6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
>food. har har. especially when i am stressed (*note, sterss-eater)
7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
>ginataang mais
8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
>porma
9. ONE FAVORITE SONG:
>Hesus ng aking buhay:)
10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
>malate manila
11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?
>st peter the apostle school
12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER?
> globe and sun
13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
>rp, duh
14. LONGEST JOB HELD:
>la pa ata eh
15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
>it's somewhere here..
16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
>no time to
17. LAST WEDDING ATTENDED?
>pinsan ni jc
18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WONTHE LOTTERY?
>uh, i'd faint, i think so i can't call
19. LAST TIME YOU ATTENDED CHURCH:
>last sunday, duh
20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
> jollibee! 5 times for the past 2 weeks
21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE HEARD?
>uh, i don't know
23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
>uh, sa tabi tabi.. haha tong yang or seaside
24. CAN YOU COOK?
>pancit canton hotdog.. haha cooking ba yun? pero seriously, i can
25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
>uh, l300 and innova, both manual, city or rav4 automatic
26. BEST KISSER?
>anu yung tanong?
27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
>nung sabado
28. MOST DISLIKED FOOD:
>okra, celery, ampalaya and the list goes on..
29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
> myself
30. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONERIGHT NOW:
>yup! (jc) haha
32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT AJOB?
>no job yet
33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
>lotr
34. CAN YOU SING?
>i hope so
35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
>uh, can't remember
36. LAST KISS?
>uh..
37. LAST MOVIE RENTED?
>never rent
38. ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE HOMEWITHOUT?
>cell phone
39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?
>uh, anywhere
40. DO YOU LIKE CHINESE FOOD?
>basat siomai, kahit 20 pcs pa
42. IS YOUR ROOM CLEAN?
>wish ko lang
43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?
>dati desktop, ngayon i'm wishing for a laptop
44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?
>none?
45. DO YOU SMOKE?
>never have, never would
46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES ON?
>with duh
47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
>mum
48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPSWORK?
>i guess for some lang
49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEENPULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
>di pa naman, si ahia 2 beses na
50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
>pag ucc french toast, everywhere else, pancakes

2006-07-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

haha.. eto yung survey na inansweran ko, pina-answer ko naman kay jc.. haha.. enjoy

Honestly, where u at?:
>bedroom
Honestly, what's on your mind?:
>deal or no deal! harhar
Honestly, who are you chatting online with?:
>bebe
Honestly, what is it that you REALLY should bedoing right now?:
>studying, gwa assignment
Honestly, are you a good friend?:
> d ata… pro sa iba alm ko oo..
Honestly, do you really think going to school is all that important?:
>yup… ata… hopefully… mga 1/3 ng buhay ko nagaral ako eh…
Honestly, what are your dreams about mostly?:
>uh, being rich in y own business
Are you HONESTLY single?
>uh... no
Honestly, what are you so happy about right now?
>wla akong dapat allahanin sa skul… dahil pumapasa ako!!!
Honestly, what are you so sad about right now?
>feel ko dapat may ginagawa ako pro ala me gngwa..
Honestly, who are you missing?:
>hi skul batchm8s paula
Honestly, what song are you listening to rightnow?:
>i'm watching tv eh
Honestly, who do you want to meet at this very moment?:
>c angel locsin..
Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?:
>dnt knw… nvr tried..:)
Honestly, do you hate someone right now?:
>yup!!! Cguro mga 2 cla..
Honestly, who do you wanna hug rightnow?
>yup.. its warm..
Honestly, who is the last person you kissed?
>mom ata eh… last nyt..
Honestly, what is your biggest fear?:
>spider..
Honestly are you bored?:
>mejo
Honestly, who do you wanna slap rightnow?:
>no.. nd aq bakla!!! Sapak gusto mo??? Ha?? Ano??

2006-07-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

Honestly, where u at?:
>bedroom
Honestly, what's on your mind?:
>deal or no deal! harhar
Honestly, who are you chatting onlinewith?:
>bebe jc
Honestly, what is it that you REALLY should bedoing right now?:
>studsying, what else..
Honestly, are you a good friend?:
> i hope so
Honestly, do you really think going to school is all that important?:
>yup
Honestly, what are your dreams about mostly?:
>uh, dreams as in goals or dreams at night?
Are you HONESTLY single?
>uh... no :) it's complicated
Honestly, what are you so happy about right now?
>hindi nagtest ng math today, pero tom na but its worse tom kasi its after nstp
Honestly, what are you so sad about right now?
>baliw na mga exam
Honestly, who are you missing?:
>jc:)
Honestly, what song are you listening to rightnow?:
>i'm watching tv eh
Honestly, who do you want to meet at this very moment?:
>Jesus! as in Jesus Christ talaga.. haha i'm not using it as an expression
Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?:
>forehead.. haha..:)
Honestly, do you hate someone right now?:
>uh, i won't put it as hate really
Honestly, who do you wanna hug rightnow?
>uh, everyone in the world, all at the same time
Honestly, who is the last person you kissed?
>mum, kanikanina lang:)
Honestly, what is your biggest fear?:
>to be alone
Honestly are you bored?:
>no time to be bored
Honestly, who do you wanna slap rightnow?:
>not who, what.. these d*mn exams.. har/

2006-07-10T18:25:00.000+08:00

01. How many snack machines are in yourschool?
~skul namin? imposible.
02. What is the last breakfast cereal you've consumed?
~ Honey Stars
03. How many surveys have you taken today?
~ 1 lang
04. How many bracelets are you currentlywearing?
~ 1.
05. Have you ever attempted to breakdance?
~ me? asa.
06. Have you ever been out of thisworld?
~wish ko lang.. to escape from exaaaaaaaaaamS!
07. Do you eat a lot of fast food?
~ jollibee 5 times na ata for the past 2 weeks.. hindi.. i don't eat fast food. haha.
08. What is the last hotel/motel you'vestayed at?
~ some hotel in taiwan
09. How many windows are up on yourcomputer?
~ 5
10. Are you generally picky about spelling?
~ most of the time
11. What was the last tv channel youwatched?
~disney, kim possible (haha..)
12. Are your nails painted?
~ yup, platinum!:)
13. Is it raining outside?
~kanina
14. Is there a song stuck in your head atthe moment?
~ wala (fyi what's stuck in my head? lycopersicon lycopersicum, my fave fruit coz it fights cabcer! bwahaha.. this is so killing me.:))
15. How many pairs of sunglasses do youown?
~ 3-5 ata
16. Go to your address bar; what are thelast 3 websites on the list?
~ friendster flickr y!mail
17. Do you usually do your homework?
~walang choice eh
18. What are 5 things in your closet?
~damit, make up ng nanay ko, shoes, accessories, etc
19. Do you doodle in school?
~walang panahon sa pag-doodle.. see, this is really killing me. haha
20. Have you ever been suspended fromschool?
~haha.. hindi naman.. na-office na, once right after graduation. can you imagine. haha
21. Walking into a party, what is the first thing you notice?
~the people
22. What is your biggest regret?
~can't say i have one, or i only have one.. hard to decide
23. What is a moment you wish you could relive?
~high school? haha
24. Do you own anyAbercrombie/Hollister polos?
~jacket
25. Can you execute an acceptable cartwheel?
~ako? one again, asa.
26. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
~no..
27. Do you enjoy the taste of beer?
~never really tasted one, not planning to.
28. What is the most valuable thing you have ever lost?
~in terms of what?
29. What is the most valuable thing youhave ever found?
~in what terms?
30. How many phone calls have you gotten today?
~2
31. What colour are the walls of your bedroom?
~yellow & peach
32. How many hours did you sleep lastnight?
~6? haha!
33. Are you wearing socks?
~ no
34. Have you gotten the chicken pox?
~yup
35. Do you have plans for tomorrow?
~yup, plan to pass the quizzes and exams.. malamng hindi mangyari..:) haha

aaaaaaaaaaaaah!

2006-06-27T20:13:00.000+08:00

grabe.. long time no blog! hehe.. anyway, newer better post coming up this weekend promise na! haha.. astig maging iskolar ng bayan! hahahahaha

2006-03-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

my doggie!!! haha.. and my new look! and my doggie!

2006-03-14T20:01:00.000+08:00

hey guys! i have a new look.. check it ouT!!! hahaha.. grabe.. and say niyo.. got it for only 40pesos.. hahahah.. sa index ako nag pagupit.. ok naman ang service.. haha... wala lang.. shinashare lang.. so nagmamake-over naman ako.. hahahaha.. btw.. i also have a dog na.. mixed siberian husky with who knows what.. haha.. we call it siberian askal.. hahaha.. d ko pa ma-upload pix.. kaya stay tuned na lang.. hahahaha

2006-03-05T17:33:00.000+08:00

hey guys! patulong naman..haha
may dogs ba kayo na may puppies or
do you know anyone who has? specifically
small to medium dogs or toy dogs.. haha..
tag me if you have any info ha.. thanks!

and, btw, kelangan ko din ng pera so kung sino may job offers jan.. hahaha

ciao

2006-02-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

hey! pa-answer ng johari window ko! thanks! ciao!
http://kevan.org/johari?name=beb_paucheng

2006-02-27T08:56:00.000+08:00

haha.. continuation ng aking updates..
so where did i stop? ah.. ok.. i remember na..
pero wait.. may sasabihin muna ako..
i simply adore bubbles!!!!
well.. not bubbles as in the ppg bubbles..
pero pwede na rin.. hahaha.. cute kasi eh
i so love bubbles.. as in bubbles talaga
para sa akin it's relaxing to just blow some bubbles!
try it it's fun!
it'll bring out the child in you!
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feb 18, 2006 (wedding!)
haha.. it's not my wedding.. haha..
you wish lang haha.. wait for uh, let's say 10 more years..
sumama ako kay erika sa isang project niya as wedding coordinator..
siyempre..may kaching-kaching dun eh..
anyway, last night, i got home at around 1am, slept at 2am..
haha.. tapos nagising na ako at 7am kasi ako'y susunduin ni kikay at 8am..
lack of sleep.. stress! haha.. anyway.. when i woke up, ligo agad then eat bfast..
d ko na nga inayos sarili ko eh.. d pa ako nag-make up.. kasi magseset up pa naman..
so pagmalapit na magstart yung event tsaka na lang ako mag-aayos ng sarili ko..
anyway..sa alabang muna kami..
and then sa san pedro na..
the wedding reception was great-over-all ha.. anyway..
i made a booboo pa nga pero buti na lang i was able to fix it..
haha.. anyway.. um.. ok naman yung event..
great food by the way.. haha.. so.. anu pa ba?
umalis kami dun at around 10.. hatid muna cla jc..
then hinatid ako ni john pauwi.. um. arrived at around 11-11.30

till next time! ciao!

2006-02-12T18:23:00.000+08:00

Wow. Nagsusulat na ulit ako sa blog ko.. hahahaha.. welllllllll.. here are the updates on my life..
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feb. 11, 2006, Saturday
woke up fairly late that day.
Thank the heavens for that.
Haven’t done that in a while kasi.
Anyway, ate a bit of breakfast, took a bath then waited for jc to fetch me.
Mag-rrp kasi kami to buy some very important stuff for prom.
Anyway, he arrived at around 11am.
Si jec ang naghatid sa amin papuntang rp.
When we got there, we went to the department store to look for some make up.
I wanted to buy kasi baka wala yung mag-mamake-up nung
tamang-tama na color for my dress.
So I think I got fairly good buys naman
with just 48pesos for the eyeshadow.
Haha. After that, we looked for his tie,
found a great green two-tone
(yung nagchchange ng color.. two tone ba tawag dun?)
haha.. then we ate at Kaya.. ok naman food.. hehe..
by the way, we have this agreement na kakainan
muna namin lahat ng restaurant in rp before umulit sa iba..
haha.. wahahaha.. anyway.. lakad-lakad kami, then we went bowling,
la pa nga ako medyas so we had to buy..
then arcade naman, and then jec finally arrived
and we all went to harrison plaza pizza hut
for the birthday party of anne kimberly,
anak ni abraham (for pics, click on the flickr icon at the left side)
so anyway, yun, its a party for her seventh birthday, and ok naman..
hehe.. ang nandun ay ako, john, nina, jet, cheryl and jec..
after that we went back to st. peter for a night of cocktails
celebrating valentine's day.
it's entitled In love with You, a night of celebrating love.
haha.. wala lang. sa totoo lang, chikahan session lang yun.
it was fun, pika-pika lang.. fita and a lot of dips
(um, cheez whiz with bacon bits,
salsa (i made it.. proud daw ba.. haha)
and strawberry jam) we had a big bottle of red wine,
and when i say big, i really mean big! haha..
contains about 5 liters i think..
and may hotdog din.. anyway,
dun kami sa third floor ng church.
and it was very beautiful. may background music kami,
there were candles all over.. the bsky was almost clear,
the moon almost full.. wow.. the ambiance was perfect..
haha.. wala lang.. anyway.. yun na..
we talked about a lot of stuff.. yun..
went home at around 11 ata.. hehe..
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Feb 14, 2006 Valentine's Day!
Sweet! hahaha.. i got a new tiger stuffed toy!
it's big.. wahaha.. i so love it..
hehe.. and may flowers din..
sooooooooooooooooo beautiful.. grabe haha.. mwah. wab ya beb.. :)
secret ko na kung anu bngay ko
sa kanya,.. pero maraming people ang involved dun at
pinagkahirapan ko talaga noH!
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Feb. 18, 2006 PROM!!!!!!!
after classes in the morning.. (pero ala naman ginawa..)
i went home.. jc came with me..
kumain kami ng lunch then he went home na..
i showered a bit then went to the parlor..
katabi yun nung mananahi ko..
anyway.. it's a little place.. parang bahay lang..
pero homey naman yung feeling..
natuural bahay nga eh diba?
anyway.. inuna nila yung hair ko..
which i had them make into curls..
tapos my make-up.. ang cool ng kinalabasan..
haha.. i looked like a diva..
well.. pics speak louder than words..
so take a look at them na lng.. um..
i'll upload them when i have the time.. haha..
place comments sa flickr ko.. um..whatelse?
my gown had three colors, pink, yellow, and violet..
tapos may feathers feathers pa.. haha.. it was so cool..
pwedeng pang-encantadia.. haha.. ako si inang reyna..
but it was cool. and fit for the theme phantasm..
sort fantasy forest..
i got home pretty early and had a lot of time to prepare..
my sundo *wink wink* arrived at around 5.30..
late na nga eh..
because the program will start at 6pm sharp..
sabi ganun daw eh.. anyway, nag-start na nga ng ganung oras..
so.. marami ang na-l8..
pero i think marami ang nagpal8 talaga..
i don't know why. haha.. basta ako maaga..:D..
anyway.. ok naman yung mga ceremony..
tapos nun dapat eat na..
kaso suuuuper tagal i-serve ng food..
my comments on the place..
1. parang siniksik lang kami dun sa location..
2. super open.. hindi room yung place
3.big naman kung tutuusin..
4. over-all.. ok naman
it was fun.. haha guess what..
i won the Goddess of Fire Award. haha..
para sa leadership ek-ek.. hahaha..
wala lang po.. haaha.. feel ko everytime nag-popost ako nababaliw ako eh noh.. har har
tawa kasi ng tawa.. anyway.. enough for the prom. ang mga juicy chika
ay saved for personal sessions of intelligent discussions.. har har
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well.. eto na muna for now.. may thesis pa ako na dapat gawin.. at konti pa
lang ang nagagawa ko.. haha
till next time.. marami pa akong kwento noh!!! haha.. hoped you enjoyed reading
btw, in case your wondering bakit ganito format
ng post ko
para di mahirap basahin
hehe
may topak kasi yung template.. di ko pa makalikot mabuti
para ayusin.. haha
ok.
till
next
time
ciao!

2006-02-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

heehee.. sa wakas lumabas na rin ang rocca firma.. hahaha.. sooooooo.. eto yung ilan sa articles ko(bakit ko ba hinihintay na lumabas bago ko ipost? ewan. haha) enjoy an leave me comments please.:D mwah!

Opinions ko..:D
It's up to you
Life is a matter of choice. Everywhere you turn, life presents you with options, options which can either make or break you. Some options lead you to better paths, while others may lead to your road to hell. Some choices you take prove to be worth regretting, others, you wish you never took.
Pondering over that, I have realized some things and formulated my philosophies in life. These philosophies help live life, accept life, and make the most out of it.
HAPPINESS IS A CHOICE.
We often hear that many of those who commit suicide do it because of depression. Depression which is brought about extreme loneliness causes them to do the most severe action unto themselves. Sadness brings them to kill themselves. Hearing these things makes you think, why do these people kill themselves? What could have happened to them that made them do such a thing? We would then come to a conclusion that a situation that brought them tremendous misery was the reason why. But for me, this is where they could have made a better choice.
As my brother would put it, life is how you take it. Life presents people with a lot of grueling circumstances, but how it affects you is your own decision. A certain condition can shatter a person, but it can also strengthen another. Some might think that God has a grudge on them because of all the mishaps in their life. But again, it is how you take it.
I admit that there are times when I feel I carry the world on my shoulders and I have my shares of fits of anguish but nevertheless, here is my advice to you: Take on a positive attitude. Present a big smile to other people, even to strangers. See your stumbles as challenges to enhance your capabilities and personality. It is God’s way of telling you that you can become a better person. It’s up to you to answer that call.
TRUE LOVE IS A CHOICE.
Tons of articles, movies and books have been written on how one finds true love or how one can be sure if that person is Mr. or Ms. Right-for-You. Many people spend their whole life trying to find the right partner for them. Their thorny journey just leaves their hearts either cut up or bruised by torn love, or as hard as steel because of they closed them to any opportunity of loving, fearing disappointment and rejection.
I received a text message recently and it aptly put what I wanted to say. “Don’t waste your time looking for the right person but be the right person for someone who comes your way.” It is your choice if you want to experience real and meaningful love. A relationship like any other thing needs work, time and effort. It requires that both persons involved for it to grow beautifully into a mature and understanding bond between concerned.
I am no love guru or specialist on mushy things but somehow I’ve had my share of it. I’ve spent countless hours in wondering about love’s mysteries, and I haven’t deciphered any one of them, not even a single bit. But still, here is my suggestion to you: Do not squander your precious time in your valiant search for The One. Instead, sincerely love the person you have now, have faith that what you feel is true or else, I can assure you that never in your life will you give and feel true love.
SUCCESS IS A CHOICE.
Success stories of people beating all the odds just to attain their goals overwhelm us into thinking that we, in our very little capacity as average human beings, have no chance to reach what they have. We may also think that people are given different opportunities; some get the better ones, while others don’t. We often conclude that they are just luckier than we are. We resign ourselves to our fate and think that there is nothing more that we can do about it.
Let me just reiterate: Success is a CHOICE. Yes, it is true that some people get “seemingly better” opportunities than other people, but hold on, like what I said, it is how you take it. God gives us everything according to our own capacities and limitations, and opportunities go under them as well. He knows what we can or cannot do. He cooks up the best prospects for us and presents it to us. It is then up to us on how we could use it to our advantage.
Before you submit yourself to a downward spiral path to doom, consider some of my recommendations: Make the best out of what you have, use everything to your advantage but remember to keep an eye out for other people. You wouldn’t want yourself to be advancing in the expense of pushing others down. Being successful means nothing if you are alone there on the top.
LEARN FROM YOUR CHOICES BUT NEVER REGRET THEM.
We all make mistakes, and we all suffer from bad choices. As oen famous maxim says, don’t cry over spilled milk. What’s done is done and there’s no use in dwelling on the past. But this doesn’t mean that you should completely forget about it. Remember, it is from your mistakes that you learn best. Use them as your reference for future actions. At least, you now know what the result will be if you make that certain choice.
These are my philosophies in life. They are the bases for my actions and my decisions. I hope that some of them could help make your own and right choices. Just keep in mind, LIFE IS A MATTER OF CHOICE. NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO, IT’S YOUR CALL

Editorial..
though it's no longer christmas, i hope this is worth reading..:)

Is Christmas in the air? Not really.
All throughout the years, people rush to the malls every December to do their Christmas shopping. People push around packed passageways in stores and tiangges just to find the best buys. Many can be seen with big plastic bags filled with many different things to be given off to other people. This situation is already very common to Filipinos.
The irony here is that Filipinos often say that it is very hard to earn money nowadays. The cost of living has increased unwaveringly over the years. Oil prices are high, the prices of basic commodities are somewhat unreasonable, fares for public transportation have become too expensive for the average person and the list goes on. All these are reasons for which the minimum wage earner is finding it even harder to provide good living conditions for their family. But nevertheless, Filipinos still find the money to buy gifts and lavish foods for their Christmas celebration.
This year is fairly different from the previous ones. In the past, the feeling of the holidays can already be felt when the “-ber” months start. People already decorate their houses with Christmas trees and lights. The weather is much colder than the preceding months. People already start preparing for parties and events that will take place in December. Christmas carols can be heardon the sidewalks and streets. But this year, the “Christmas-y” feeling is indeed very subtle and it almost can’t be felt until the start of December. People are less excited when they hear Christmas carols. Even the children who go caroling don’t exude that much feeling anymore. Imagine the street children who knock on you car windows and sing “Kay sigla ng gabi…” but then their faces are very somber. Can you truly feel the joy and warmth that Christmas usually brings?
This unenthusiastic approach to Christmas may be incurred by a lot of different reasons. For example, it can be brought about by continuous inflation in our economy. People are disinclined to spend their hard-earned money, or sometimes, they do not even have the money to spend. It can also be brought about by the weather. It’s definitely warmer these days and that makes it hard for people to really sense that Christmas is just around the corner. It can also be due to media which commercializes that Christmas should be an overly extravagant event. People tend to think that if they cannot make it in to an excessively expensive occasion, then they rather not celebrate it.
But when we observe this situation further, we can see that somehow, all these things are governed by material wants. It seems that people have forgotten the true essence of Christmas. The feeling of sharing and giving is less significant to people. The humble waiting for our Savior is shunned aside by the eager anticipation for mall sales. Masses are passed in exchange for going to parties and get-togethers. It is very sad to know that people have become exceedingly materialistic that they almost lose their spiritual self.
Many children are dying outside with nothing to eat. Poor people just watch the beautiful lights and lanterns outside the houses of rich people because they have nothing else to do. Families who live on the streets resort to hunting for food in the trash just to have something to calm their stomachs. Some are even content by just smelling to wonderful aroma coming from homes and restaurants. Thinking about it, what have we done to uplift their situation? Have we even tried to help them in any way possible?
Try to look at yourself from an outside vantage point. How do you see you? Do you think that you are just like the rest of them who do not care about anything at all except for the temporal wants of this world? Are you part of the group of people who flock to malls knowing that it will only bring you a hole in your pocket and bruises in your arms? Are you one of those who’d rather not celebrate Christmas just because you have no Lechon or Ham? Or are you one of those who really understand what Christmas is? Do you consider the needs of the less fortunate more important than your own and those who are like you? Are you one of the few who still go to mass during Simbang Gabi and on Christmas day, a holy day of obligation? Would you rather use you money to buy more, even though cheaper, food so you can share them with others? Think of it. It might just determine who you really are.

just another day of my life.:D

2006-02-05T13:27:00.001+08:00

hey guys.,. ala lang.. just another day of my life.. haha
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yesterday GA ng music.. pero kahit onti lang tao ok lang.. haha.. pero sana mas marami..
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after that tambay lang.. haha.. pos naghabulan kami ni jc.. so much fun.. parang its cool that we can have fun.. as in yung like parang mga bata ganun.. no worries and all.. yung hindi nmin kailangan magpakademure pag kasama ang isa't isa.. diba..:D
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may bago kaming tawagan ngayon.. tawag niya sa akin shobe.. ako tawag ko sa kanya. shoti.. haha.. ang cute cute.. i'm so baliw na..:D till next time..

another poem! continuation

2006-02-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

His chance regained
It has been years when I last saw her,
It feels like ages since we’ve been together,
There’s always an empty feeling in me,
Without her, I can never be.

Traveling along, I realize my foolishness,
To give up a lady of such greatness.
Never again will I ever meet,
A girl like her, even just a bit.

As I walk down my pathless journey,
I feel sad and I feel sorry,
I say to myself ‘It’s time to let go
This is now fate would have it so’.

I continue on with my heavy heart,
Because of the love I had the chance to be a part,
But by the miracle of God, something happened,
For the rest of my life I cannot comprehend.

I see the reason for my meaningless life,
I see the woman I want to be my wife,
I have finally found my one true love,
Truly she is sent from heaven above.

I look at her eyes as I move closer,
Seeing them twinkle tells me there’s no other,
I have no fear as I say ‘I love you’
She hugs me and says ‘I love you too’

Her chance regained
It has been years since I last saw him,
It feels like a nightmare rather than a dream.
A hole in my heart, a void inside me,
Without him, I can never be.

Walking down the street, I think back,
And realize the love I now lack.
Before, I had the chance to love a guy,
The kind of love money can’t buy.

Sitting down and staring at the sky,
I give out a sigh and begin to cry,
I say to myself ‘it is time to forget,
The chance I lost, forever I’ll regret’

Sitting alone, looking at passers-by
Stupidly thinking, I was better off to die.
But by the miracle of God, He gave me a reason,
To be happy throughout the rest of my life’s seasons.

I see an angel of utter perfection
Now, I finally see life’s direction.
I can’t believe it, is it for real?
I’m bursting to tell him how I feel.

I look at his eyes as he moves towards me,
Seeing him here, I realize this wonderful reality,
With a grin he says, ‘I love you’
I hug him and say ‘I love you too.’

another one of my poems

2006-01-31T19:25:00.000+08:00

made another poem today. hope you guys like it. hehe.. um.. enjoy! do comment on them ha.:D thanks! xoxo

Tears are slowly falling from his eyes,
He tries to hide it with a few lies.
He won’t let her know he is crying,
Lest her tears will also start falling.

She knows it’s her fault, ‘twas a mistake,
She shouldn’t have done it, for his sake.
In her heart, she deeply loves him so,
She wants to make his suffering go.

He is so jealous, he feels too mad,
Why did he deserve something this bad?
His love for her is true and sincere,
But what she did hit him like a spear.

They were just sweet yet friendly short texts,
To a friend, nothing more, she says.
She didn’t know it would cause so much pain,
Never knew it would make her insane.

He knew she did not mean to hurt him,
He knew things aren’t like what they seem.
He trusts her in what she does and tells,
He loves her more than anything else.

If she could bring back the past she would,
But time’s stubborn, in the now it stood.
She’ll do anything to make him feel,
Her love to make his bleeding heart heal.

‘I know you love me’ he says to her,
‘You’re my only one, there’s none better’
‘I believe you baby, I love you’
‘I’m really sorry, I love you too’

‘For all the things I have done to you,
Why you’re still with me, I have no clue’
‘I love you too much to let you go,
‘Without you, my life’s river won’t flow.’

hay

2006-01-30T18:30:00.000+08:00

hey! new skin.. haha la lang..
kanina while i read something that somehow upset me.. wala lang.. but that what just for a few fleeting moments. and then i said to myself, who the hell cares. can't please everybody, you did your best and that is what matters.
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we celebrated chinese new year yesterday, pretty much sa spap. at 8 am, we had a talk on mary and salvation, si louie yung speaker. fun talaga pag siya yung nagsasalita. haha. pero ayaw ko siya maging teacher. di ngumingiti eh. ok na sa akin yung speaker lang siya in talks and stuff.

after the talk, nataranta taranta na kami lahat dahil chopseuy yung mass for 10 am, meaning, halong english and chinese, kaya you could just imagine the pandemonium that we were in. hehepero as it turned out ok naman, we all read well.. commendable in fact. haha. (blatant boasting ba? nah..)

after mass, nag-quick lunch kami at kfc nagtahan, sa super dami namin, hindi kami mag-kasya sa isang car so hinaram namin yung car ni fr. manny. buti pumayag. hehe. pero kahit na adventure na ang car namin, siksikan parin..

habang naglulunch na kami, jja was telling us about her trip to davao, all the beautiful places and funny anecdotes.

anyway, pagbalik namain as usual si louie natataranta nanaman, pero tawa lang kami ng tawa. so we prepared na for the big event, big as in all the other chi-fil parishes will be coming to spap, and my bro and louie's opus dei friends are also coming. haha.
buti na lang, all went well, just a few, very very ,minute glitches that nobody really noticed. and say niyo, ang altar servers, (accorindg to louie's mentor) were "very fine, very well coordinated". wow. sumasayaw sa ulap si louie dahil doon. coming from a numerary, that certainly is, wow.

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passed dlsu and admu! yehey.. pero di naman ako doon mag-aaral(well, pag hindi ako pumasa sa up, hopefully that won't happen, so, please pray for me)

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kinukwento sa akin ni jc na nung chinese new year's eve celebration daw nila ng fam nila, everyone was looking for me.. haha.. yung angkong niya.. (his mum's dad) and his sa pe.. haha sabi daw, asan na yung chix mo.. *har har*

yun muna:)

poems

2006-01-30T17:50:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. some of the poems i've spent a few good class hours on.. enjoy.

His Lost Chance

“How are you?” she says to me,
“I’m fine” I say, “how about thee?”
“Just the same.” She says with a smile,
I look at her, and linger for a while.

We talk about life, love and studies,
Passing time like we used to as old buddies.
Smiling, laughing, fooling around,
I look at her and see the love I have found.

I hesitate to ask if she feels the same,
But I don’t pursue it, fearing shame.
Looking at her I see so much beauty,
Her actions and gestures, moving so gracefully.

Time passes without us noticing,
It feels like just a moment of chatting.
Before I knew it she had to leave,
Go on with our own lives that we have to live.

She waves a goodbye and turns to leave,
Seeing her go, my heart will bleed.
I long to ask her to stay,
But I have no courage to say.

Watching her walk away from afar,
I realize the friends that we really are.
She turns around to look and glance,
And I realize, I have lost my chance.

Her Lost Chance

“How are you?” I say to him,
“I’m fine and you?” he says with a beam.
“Just the same.” I say with a grin,
I look at him and see the soul within.

We talk about life, studies and love,
It was as if he was sent from above.
His eyes twinkle like the stars at night,
I look at him and see, I have found my light.

I fear to ask if he loves me too,
His answer might break my heart into two.
Looking at him I see so much tenderness,
His actions and gestures, exuding kindness.

Time passes without us noticing,
It was a wonderful time we spent in talking.
Before I knew it I had to go,
To live my own life as it is so.

I wave a goodbye and turn to leave,
But I know inside my heart will grieve.
I’m too coward to ask the question,
Oh, how I long for his affections.

I walk away, tears form in my eyes,
We are just friends, my hopes are just lies.
I turn around to look and glance,
And I realize, I have lost my chance.

hahaha

2006-01-26T14:38:00.000+08:00

it's been too long

2006-01-26T13:39:00.000+08:00

gosh. when was the last time i had a serious blog post? never. it has been surveys since who knows when. so i'm gonna update you (whoever you are, doing nothing but reading my poor old blog) on the events of my life.

sooooooo...

last jan 21, 2006, jc had his soooooo late bday bash at the finlandia suites in makati.
it was fun.. hehe..
my fam and i arrived at around 7pm. and guess who was our kasabay? haha.. mga kamag-anak niya. i would have died right then and there. pero hindi naman. hehe. his whole family was there. including those who i haven't met before.
(insert short story muna)
last jan 1, kinidnap nila ako and brought me with them to two parties, one on jc's father side, another on his mother side. grabe. i didn't even get to wear better clothing kasi nga kidnap diba?

so continue na sa previous story.. um.. there were about 80 peoplethere, mostly family, friends and fc people.. it was fun. food was great. ( jec! kudos to your beef and mushroom. haha).. and guess what.. may chocolate fountain! haha.. kaso nabuo yung chocolate. but it was also very very yummy.

upload me photos later

2005-12-18T19:30:00.000+08:00

1) Was 2005 a good year for you? pwede na.. let's call it exciting
2) What was your favorite moment(s) of the year? many eh..
3) What was your least favorite momentof the year?hmmmmmmmmmmmm.... i think i know.. but i'm not gonna tell...
4) Where were you when 2005 began?at home.. eating or sleeping.. i think
5) Who were you with?~> with my family
6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?home. duh.:)
7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends? family. duh again.:)
8) Did you keep your new years resolutionof 2005? i don't think so
9.) Do you have a new years resolution for2006? haven't thought about it yet
10)Did you fall in love in 2005? yah. duh
11) If yes, with who?baby ko of course.:)
12) if yes, does the person know?yes.. duh..
13) Are you still in love with that person?very much..
14) You regret it?of course not
15) Did you breakup with anyone in2005?no.. hindi pa namankami eh
16) Did you make any new friends in2005?ang dami nga eh!
17) Who are your favorite new friends?friends sa convention.. friends sa aj.. friends kung saan saan..
18) What was your favorite month(s) of2005? so far.. this december siguro.. yun lang naiisip ko eh
19) Did you travel outside of the country in2005? yes
20) How many different states did youtravel to?outside the country? one... inside.. two
21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005? pwede na rin
22) Did you miss anybody in the past year?pwede ba naman walang mamiss ang isang tao
23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in2005?harry potter? i don't know..
24) What was your favorite song from 2005?believe me.. wala na ako masyadong alam na kanta ngaun..
25) What was your favorite record from 2005? i don't know..
26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?nada.
27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?zilch
28) did you drink a lot of alchohol in 2005?no.. mga red wine ek ek lang..
29) did you do a lot of drugs in 2005? siyempre hindi diba
30) How many people did you sleep within 2005?sleep tulog? nanay ko lagi katabi ko..
31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?yah i think so..
33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?i don't know.. was i suppose to know that someone was lying to me?
34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?yah.. sadly
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?hmmm.... from my point of view yes..
36) How much money did you spend in 2005? i think so.. but he spent more.. haha.. sowi
37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?secret..
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?easter vigil. i was the commentator.. and then i had an attacj of lbm..haha
39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005?many eh
40) What are your plans for 2006?don't know.. be good i guess
41)are you going to miss 2005?yeah.. sure

ways to make a girl smile.. wahaha

2005-12-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

sweeeeeeeeet!

1 . Tell her she is beautiful or gorgeous(not fine,orsexy) ~ok na ok yan
2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if itsjust for a second. ~sweet! i like this..
3 . Kiss her on the forehead/ neck. ~i prefer forehead. sweetest thing anyone could do
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. ~la ako voice mail eh
5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell herhow much she means to you.~best remedy to anything!
6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usuallymean the most.~paminsan minsan kailangan din ito
7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang outwith.~aba! may iba ba? ;)
8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) ~kasi parang matiyaga or what
9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as yourgirlfriend. ~matagal-tagal pa.. shy siya eh! joke...
10 . Play with her hair. ~i knew it! aso ako in my life before this that's why i like it when he pats my hair
11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle withher.~nice eto. it's liek your not afraid to be seen having fun with your girl
12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.~walang safe na park
13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, orjust tell her jokes.~ewan ko.. sometimes i appreciate them.. sometimes i don't
14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.~there's that feeling of being protected and cared for and loved and...
15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.~o.. takas lang yan
16 . Give her piggyback rides.~hindi ata ako kaya.. haha
17 . Bring her flowers~every occasion na lang ata gusto ko ng bulaklak eh
18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. ~sure way to make her feel that you are not ashamed of her.. hay:)
19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.~connection!
20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.~i got about 70+ pics of him.. in my cell alone
21 . Kiss her in the rain.~i'd rather not:)
22 . If your in love with her . . . tell her.~he always does.

haha.. *winkwink*

love ek-ek.. haha

2005-10-30T13:03:00.000+08:00

1.Who's your love? aside from family, god andfriends.
JC! duh haha.. evrybody knows that..
2. Do you believe in the saying that goes "Firstlove never dies."
yup.. it your first experience with love and nothing can ever replace that.
3.How do you know when it's really love?
in my opinion.. you don't.. you just have to have faith.. besides.. diferent people have different levels of loving
4.Do you know when someone likes you?
mejo obvious naman paminsan eh
5.Is love lovelier the second time around?
yep been there done that.. (pero can you consider it as 2nd time if the love never really died? hmmm..)
6.What' s your opinion about the sayingLOVE IS BLIND?
it is not love if you are blind.. you do not love the person if you close your eyes against his negative side..
7.Will you do everything for the person youlove?
as long as i can.. and its reasonable.. haha
8.Will you ever fall in love with your bestfriend?
already have.:)
9.What's your type of girl/boy?
oooooooh basta mabait.. can listen.. can talk.. and touch of something in him that i have found in no other boy i know.
11.What do you dislike in a girl/boy?
acting stupid..
12.Who's your crush?
um.. my love.. jc.. haha.. and.. o.bloom. (o wag selos bebe ha..)
13.Do you have a bf/gf?
not yet.. d pa official.. pero sabi nga ng lahat mukha naman daw
14. Is it possible for you to fall in love with anolder man or woman?
ok lang
15. Eh younger?
not too young
16.How hard is a break-up?
how should i know
17.Are you a heartbreaker?
i dont want to be
18.What do you do after a break-up?
will keep you upadated when it happens.. but dont wait for it.. hindi pa nga kami db.. haha.wink wink
19.Do you swear never to fall in love again?
that's bs.. studpidity
20.What's the greatest lesson/s you'velearned regarding love?
i'll quote this from a priest.. i don't know who.. i forgot.. but my brother was the one who related this to me.. "what you are in love with decides what gets you up in the mornings, what books you read, what hobbies you do, how you spend your nights.. fall in love, stay in love, and it will decide everything."

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2005-08-02T19:15:00.000+08:00

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2005-08-02T19:14:00.000+08:00

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wala lang..

2005-08-01T19:30:00.000+08:00

huwala lang.. la ako magawa.. haha.. buti ala masyado assignment.. but i gotta read a 20page dula in fil aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah..

hay

2005-07-31T19:54:00.000+08:00

my life is a mess. down right mess.. hay.. but fc's going pretty good.. really good.. haha

la lang

2005-07-25T12:49:00.000+08:00

can't think of anything to write.. not in a very good mood today.. hay

waaah

2005-07-20T20:16:00.000+08:00

wala lang.. haha.. huwala lang talaga.. makulit lang talaga ako ngayon.. haha.. bye

waaaaaaaaaaaaah

2005-07-13T18:41:00.000+08:00

omg.. it's been so long.. and there's so much to say.. haha.. can't imagine how busy iv'e been....... weeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllll... here goes.. (hope you'll understand.. what i'll wirte.. my mind's jumping from one topic to another so.. bear with me.. mwah if you do.. mwah if you don't.. ahaha)

~*my birthday has passed.. weeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllllll.. it wasn't the best birthday :(.. but it's still good.. ! got a cute siberian husky (stuffed of course) from ny baby.. aww.. thanks..:) um.. he also gave me this cute white gold dangling earrings.. haha.. dumadami na ang koleksyon.. hehe.. joking.. kahit la gift oks lang.. earring din from my dad ang nakuha ko.. haha yun

~*nagpintura kami ng bahay last sun sa sta ana.. it was fun.. haha

~*mejo dumadami nanaman ang tampuhan.. lagi lasi ako maiinisin at mainitin ng ulo eh.. dunno why.. but i'm trying my best not to be.. we're ok naman

~*haha.. d pa kami.. he talked to my mum and my mum said wag na daw muna.. 18 years old na lang daw.. haha.. well.. we talked about it and it was ok with us.. so nagpromise na lang kami na we'll wait till we're 18.. [pero sort of committed na rin kami] hahaha

~*chismax to the max yung mga yun ah.. haha.. anu pa ba? hmm.. last sat and sun nakikain siya dito sa amin.. haha.. kasi nung sat, gumawa kami ng physics proj sa condo.. pos sinundo me ni jc dun.. tpos nagwendy's muna kami.. tapos i was supposed to go to practice kaso late narin.. mga 630 na ata.. so we decided na uwi na lang.. tapos dapat punta na xa skul after nya ako hatid kaso umuulan.. so he styaed at our place and ate dinner.. habang hinihintay si jec.. pos sunday naman nanuod kami ng sine.. batman begins.. me my bro him and his bro.. then went back to our place and watched the battle between archers and eagles.. (bulok na ng ate.. la kasi si chris eh) yun... then kumain sila ng dinner before leaving.. yun

well that's it for now.. haha mwah.. bye

2005-07-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

haha.. 3 tao lang kami na kumain ng ganyan kadami.. wahahaha.. takaw.. sa kenny's eat all you can chicken

2005-06-28T19:25:00.000+08:00

smile

2005-06-28T19:21:00.000+08:00

sexy!

2005-06-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

cute ko noh

2005-06-28T19:13:00.000+08:00

2005-06-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

ajss.. waaaaaaaaaaaaah.. miss y'all

2005-06-28T19:01:00.000+08:00

china peeps

2005-06-28T18:56:00.000+08:00

yum

2005-06-28T18:54:00.000+08:00

oooooooooooooooh

2005-06-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

antok?

2005-06-28T18:49:00.000+08:00

cute?

2005-06-28T18:44:00.000+08:00

cebu convention.. team namin sa lubid

2005-06-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

me and my pamangkin

2005-06-28T18:35:00.000+08:00

cute doggie!!!!!!!!! gift ni bebe sakin!

2005-06-28T18:32:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. mga walang tulog to

2005-06-27T10:38:00.000+08:00

2005-06-27T10:33:00.000+08:00

fam

2005-06-27T10:23:00.000+08:00

berx

2005-06-27T10:17:00.000+08:00

ooh:)

2005-06-27T10:12:00.000+08:00

yihee

2005-06-27T10:07:00.000+08:00

cute!

2005-06-27T10:05:00.000+08:00

shades...

2005-06-24T11:10:00.000+08:00

2005-06-24T11:01:00.000+08:00

yihee

2005-06-24T10:57:00.000+08:00

:) haha

2005-06-24T10:49:00.000+08:00

ooooooooooooooh

2005-06-24T10:46:00.000+08:00

2005-06-24T10:40:00.001+08:00

haha ulit

2005-06-24T10:40:00.000+08:00

haha

wala lang

2005-06-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

ganun parin.. lagi tampuhan.. pero not that much na.. i hope he can understand that i have a lot of responsibilities.. and that i'm trying my best to balance my time with everything.. and i'm trying my best to do everything right, and that he realizes that not everything he wants, he will get.. i just hope he does.

haay

2005-06-13T15:15:00.000+08:00

am not liking my life now..
**lagi nalang may tampuhan
**i did things i hope i didn't
**am not yet finished with up form
**aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaH!

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

haha

2005-06-07T18:47:00.000+08:00

am now two days into the school year.. am liking it.. but not so much.. hope it'll improve through the next few days.. pleeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaseeeeeeeee..

bye.. miss my aj fwends.. haha.. wanna get in touch with them.. so if you aj people are reading this right now.. tag me..

hey guys.. it's been soooooooooooooooooooooooo long..

2005-05-27T10:30:00.000+08:00

hey.. la lang.. the past few days have been great.. haha.. la lang..

~*yc was so cool.. full detail next time..
~*monday? nu ba ginawa ko monday? forgot na eh.. hahaha
~*tuesday.. i was supposed to go out and play badminton but inuubo pa ako.. so my mom decided not to let me go.. rp na lang me with jet.. punta muna me office ni mama then at around 11 dun me sinundo ni jet.. then lakad kami punta rp.. ate lunch at max's.. then lakad lakad.. i bought a bunch of kikay things.. haha. ubos nanaman pera ko.. hahahaha.. neway.. nagmerienda kami with my family.. say niyo.. haha.. complete with mum dad lola and other kamag-anak.. fc na siya with my fam ah.. haha.. tapos tambay tambay sa amin with my bro.. then uwi siya at around 6 or 7..
~*nag-enroll me.. sabay kami ni jet.. after that rp ulit.. ate lunch with him and my fam.. then movie.. kingdom of heaven.. 3 kami.. me jet and bro.. kaso i fell asleep.. wahaha.. meways.. un.. pos tambay tambay ulit.. and then ganun na un..

mwah

50?? questions.. kulang nga eh

2005-05-15T17:25:00.000+08:00

1. what are you doing now?*blogging.. mailing.. firendstering.. finishing a paper for bio.. waiting for a call..(weird.. can't have a phone call when i'm using the internet.. haha)
2. what were you doing before this?*ate dinner
3. what are you thinking right now?* *save me and i will be saved..*
5. what time did you sleep last night?*around 11pm i guess.. woke up at 2am because of a text message.. slept at 2 30 after a series of text messages with jc..
6. what did you do last night?*finish bio assignment bout dna.. talked on the phone.
7. what did you say to a friend last night?*i love you.. haha.. he's a friend naman ah
8. what attracts you to the opposite sex?*anything jc has.. haha ulit
9. what makes you happy?* a lot of things.. even trivial super nonsense things.. haha.. i'm a pretty shallow person when it comes to things that can make me smile..
10. what are you wearing right now?*pj's and spas pe tshirt
11. what will you do after answering this?*finish bio paper.. then gab on the phone
12. who was the last person you talked to?*jc.. sa phone.. personal? bro ko.. haha.. duh kasma ko dito eh..
13. what do you want to tell someone but you don't know how to tell him/her?*i don't know.. haha
*ugh.. putol putol itong questionnaire na ito.. anyway.. haha*
28. who's your closest among the males?*jc! duh...
29. who has the cutest smile you've ever seen?*chris tiu? haha.. met him in person.. flesh and all.. haha
30. who do you talk on the phone often?*only people who don't me that much won't be able to answer this question.. xmpre jc..
31. do you smoke? drink?*nO!
35. are you a clubber?*No!
36. do you have someone in mind that you want to marry?*hmmm... *wink wink*
37. do you like swimming?*no if it's like doing laps around the pool but if it's for fun.. yeah i do..*i'm even planning to have an outing.. haha.. sana payagan ako..*
38. do you wear contact lenses?*used to..
40. do you kiss your parents good night?*yes!
41. does your crush often send you messages in friendster?*crush? what crush? love pwede pa.. pero d naman niya ako sinesendan sa friendster eh.. buti pa text.. we average at about 150 text messages a day..
42. how about in e-mail?*don't think so.. i only remember that he emailed me once.. yung personal talaga.. pero that was sooooooooooo long ago..
43. how often do you use the internet?*nagun.. almost everyday..
44. how is your hair styled right now?*layered.. but always tied up because of the extreme heat..
45. how do you feel right now?*hot.. naiinitan!!
46. how is the weather?*hOT!!!
47. how will you treat your loved one?*i'll never let them go..
48.how did you learn about friendster?*forgot olready..
49. how old are you this year?*going 16 in a month and 2 days.. gawd i'm so old..
50.do you mis some one? yah!

mwah.. when i have time.. i'll give a decent update.. haha..till then, ciao!

at last!!!!!!

2005-04-29T09:58:00.000+08:00

at last.. the very very very last leg of the saga comes!!!!!!!!!!!

so after ng low v's.. spider's web naman kami.. haha.. cool noh.. anyway.. parang may web dun na nakatali between two trees.. the whole group has to pass through it.. haha.. ang hirap nun sobra.. anyway.. ganun na nga db.. una si bro clarence.. den some guys.. pos binuhat na yung girls.. binuhat din ako! wahaha.. anyway, everytime na tumama kami.. lahat pinababalik.. pero at the end.. isa na lang pinababalik.. pos nabawalan din kami na magsalita.. haha.. pero mas ok nga kasi mas concentrated nga.. haha.. natapos naman namin!yehey! after that parang lahat kami nag-ssign language parin.. haha.. hindi na sanay magsalita.. snacks muna.. and then.. yung obstacle climb.. but i wasn't able to do that.. then.. yung main event na! hahahaakyat kami ng puno.. using a ladder.. then may parang blocks.. parang 2 inches wide lang.. kailangan doon dumaan pagdating mo sa end ng rope.. den magcable walk.. gawd.. mga 30 feet high na.. dapat tawirin yung cable papunta sa isang tree.. tap the tree.. then balik sa middle.. tapos sasabihin mo.. I'm ready to jump!!! tapos sasabihin ng teamm8s mo.. jump on.. and you jump.. that was so cool talaga.. haha..

so.. that is where my saga ends.. tada..bye

a-z..

2005-04-28T19:37:00.000+08:00

A is for AGE:== 15
B is for BOYFRIEND's name..== La pa akong boyfriend.. ehem ehem..
C is for CAREER:== magturo ng math sa mga kaklase ko.. wahaha
D is for DAD's name:== Pablo
E is for ESSENTIAL item to bring on an airplane:== pillow.. and my favorite katabi.. haha.. para pwede tulugan..
F is for FAVORITE song at the moment:== more today than yesterday
G is for GIRLFRIEND:== marami! haha
H is for HOMETOWN:== manila
I is for INSTRUMENTS you play:== dati piano..
J is for JAM or JELLY you like:==strawberry jam
K is for KIDS:== la pa.. haha..
L is for LIVING arrangements:== d ko gets.. haha
M is for MOM's name:== Shirley
N is for NAME of your best friend(s):== hmm.. si jcs.. haha alam niyo na yan..
O is for OVERNIGHT hospital stay:== never pa.. maybe when i was born.. pero yun lang
P is for PHOBIA[s]:== being alone..
Q is for QUOTE you like:== live your life to the fullest
R is REALITY you have accepted:== change is inevitable
S is for SINGER(s) you like most:== la naman.. yung talagang like.. haha
T is for TIME you wake up:== now.. 6..
U is for your UNIQUE trait:== matakaw.. haha
V is for VEGETABLE you love:== kangkong
W is for WORST habit:== forgetful? habit ba yon?
X is for X-RAYS you've had:== mouth? tooth? when i was about to get my braces
Y is for YUMMY food you make:== mushroom soup..
Z is for ZODIAC sign:== gemini

yak.. naadik na ako sa ganito ngayon.. hahaha.. c ya next time.. hahah

another set of questions..

2005-04-28T14:37:00.000+08:00

***PAANO
1. ka nag aaral?:***may tv para maingay.. haha
2. ka umarte kung nanjan ang crush mo?*** kinikilig? wahahaha
3. ka matulog?:*** nakahiga.. madalas nakayakap sa pochim..
4. ka gisingin?:*** tawagin ako a few times..
5. ka magdasal?:*** nakaupo.. nakaluhod.. naglalakad.. paminsan kinakausap ko n lang Siya kahit nasan ako eh
***ANO...
1.kulay ng kurtina mo?:*** white
2. ginagawa mo ngayon?:**typing..
3.gagawin pagkatapos?*** back to com camp.. break lang eh
4. kulay ng shirt mo?:*** white
5. ang love para sayo?:*** stereotypical red.. haha
6. fave mong kulay?:*** lavander
7. fave banda mo?:*** freestyle
8. fave mong kainin habang nanonood ngsine?*** popcorn..
9. fave mong kanta?:***hesus ng aking buhay
10. fave mong gawin pag nagiisa?*** mag-isip.. haha
11.fave nyong hang out place?:***spas.. haha.. condo namin..
12. fave mong gawin pagbroken intopieces heart mo?***di pa natry.. dont wanna try
13. fave mong gawin pag gusto mongumiyak pero pinipigil mo?*** mag-wink wink para di tumulo
14. fave mong laruan?***jackstone(sa ngaun.. haha..)
15.fave mong linya sa isang pelikula?:*** sa notting hill.. haha.. haven't even watched it yet eh.. haha
***BAKIT...
1. nagmamahal pa?*** bakit naman hindi?(tulad ng sinabi ni jen..)
2. nagmamahal ka ng isang taong alammong di ka kayang mahalin?*** triP? joke, d pa nagagawa eh
3. mas matalino mga gurls kesa sa boys?:*** yes! dito sa aj, 40+ girls, 27 lang ata boys eh
4. nagsitataas na ang mga bilihin ngayon?*** kasalanan ng..
5. masarap mabuhay?*** yes..
6. may masasamang tao?*** ganun eh
***KAYA MO BANG...
1. mabuhay ng wlang cellphone?*** i don't think so..
2. magpakamatay?*** no..
3. gawin lahat para sa taong mahal mo?:*** i think so..
4. mahalin ang taong di mo mahal peromahal ka?*** i don't think so..

bye

admu lab

2005-04-28T10:28:00.000+08:00

comp lab me!

waaaaaaaaah

2005-04-27T19:16:00.000+08:00

grabe.. hindi ko parin matuloy tuloy yung lubid experience ko. waaaah.. hehe.. anyway.. next time.. dudes and duettes.. la ako magawa.. kai.. next time na mahabang kwento.. mahirap magtype.. haha

computer camP!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-27T14:52:00.000+08:00

hey hahaha.. computer camp namin ngayon sa ajss.. grabe.. pamatay ang c sharp.. haha anyway.. bye..

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

2005-04-26T17:12:00.000+08:00

it's been too long.. way way long.. haha.. ang tagal na sobra.. anyway.. start na ajss.. since last april 16 pa.. i met a lot of new friends.. gosh.. ang saya nga eh.. and i can't believe that time really passes so quickly.. 2-3 weeks na lang tapos na.. anyway..ganun.. haha.. so yun lang.. kaya i can't update much.. anyway.. will keep you psoted.. hopefully

continuation ulit!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-11T10:03:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. i'm back.. so the last leg of the saga comes.. haha
here goes

day 4 (april 6)
ok.. on this day, naka-assign samin yung activity II, LUBID (Learning Ultra Behavioral Impact for Development).. it's geared towards building a team.. and other values such as trust, unity, cooperation, selflessness.. so ganun.. nagpunta kami sa camp marina.. our group(green1) was combined with green2 so dumami kami.. haha.. the more the merrier naman eh.. then.. warm up exercises.. getting to know.. pos we started out with the first activity.. touch my can.. hindi naman maxadong physical well.. pero ok naman.. haha.. we ended up last.. more hahas.. and then next activity.. knots on a rope.. basta we have to untie the knots on the rope as fast as possible.. easy? not a chance.. haha.. basta.. ganun.. again, we ended up last.. haha again.. anyway.. for the next activity, prouty's landing.. all of our team members were supposed to cross a designated area by swinging on a rope, hindi pwede ma touch yung ground, pag na-touch, lahat ng naka-cross na na members babalik.. haha.. mga 3 times ata kami umulit.. pero bandang start naman so hindi maxadong marami ang kailangan umulit.. haha.. it was fun (i made my mark on tim.. kasi nung sasaluhin nya ako, my feet went first, so namarkahan siya ng rubber shoes ko.. white pa naman suot niya.. hehe.. sorry tim!) anyway.. snacks after that.. then fishing naman.. may plank.. then dun magstep yung isang member ng team niyo to fish or sort of lang for balls.. basta ganun.. so kung gano man kadami yung nakuha niyong balls, may equivalent number siya for pails.. anyway.. the pails would be used for the next activity.. we called it drum.. forgot what it was really called. anyway, the four teams were each assigned a task.. there were 2 drums with so many holes on it, and the whole group was supposed to fill it up fully.. so imagine niyo na lang ang mangyayari samin.. haha.. anyway.. so ako.. nandun ako nagtatakip ng butas sa pinaka-ibaba ng drum haha.. so sa simula pa lang.. dun na ako.. di na pwede umalis.. haha.. grabe.. ang saya.. para kaming naligo lahat.. i was wet from head o toe.. literally. even my rubber shoes were wet.. pati nga socks ko eh.. mga 3 times pa kami nag false alarm na akala namin tapos na so lahat kami umaalis, pero yun pala hindi pa.. so yun.. back to start again.. our fingers were so numb sa kakatakip ng butas.. (kami nga ni mae mae palitan eh pos everytime na mag-exchange kami maliligo muna haha..) pero at last, natapos naman namin.. hehe.. after that processing.. then lunch... after lunch, the more fun activities began!! haha.. our team started with the low v's.. haha.. basta parang may 2 cables na nakakabit to three trees forming a v.. then partner by partner.. you were supposed to cross it.. simula sa narrow end papunta sa wide end.. haha.. partner ko si lester.. anyway.. mga hanggang more than half lang kami.. (mga nakatapos tristan and alwyn, ahia chris and bro clarence, shell and steph.. can't remeber kung meron pa..)

continue ko nalang if i have the time.. gawd.. there's so many things to do.. lalo na sa aj.. gawd.. haha

into the abyss

2005-04-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

my opinion column sa rocca.. pero di naman lahat makabasa nun.. so i decided to share it here.. anyway released naman na eh.. haha.. enjoy..

Have you ever been in a situation when it felt like someone suddenly snatched you out from your comfort zone and threw into a deep black hole where everything is unknown to you? Where everything is new and everyone is a stranger? Where your emotions feel like a void and you just feel a deep sense of emptiness in yourself? Scary thought isn’t it?
Situations like these come when you enter a new world, well not literally, but when you enter into something that is foreign to you or maybe have never even heard of before. You feel lost, like an alien in the midst of a big crowd of human beings, trying to find your way back home, back where you were familiar with everything, back where you knew everything.
These kinds of circumstances are inevitable in life. Remember the time when you first came to kindergarten. You mom walked you through the gates of the school, and you held her hand tightly, unwilling to let it go. But she assured you that everything would be alright, and that she would stay right there, just in case anything happens. Slowly, you let go of her hand, looked at the other children who were playing and enjoying themselves.
At first, you were very hesitant to go into this mysterious world. You cried every time you lost sight of your mom. But slowly, as you got to know the people around you, as you mingled with them and created new friends, you started to enjoy yourself. You realized that you wanted to explore this unknown territory.
You became more enthusiastic in discovering new things and in gaining new knowledge. True, there were times when you fell and made mistakes, and you wanted to go back to what you were before, a child without worries and responsibilities. But let’s face it, we can never really fully go back to the little kids we once were. One reality of life is that as we grow up, we have to accept the responsibilities that come our way. We journey through life’s trials armed only with the faith that God does not give us anything that we cannot handle.
As I think on, graduation comes into mind. As much as I don’t want to think of it, that truly anticipated day will come. It is the day when we will be recognized for our tiresome efforts, the sleepless nights that we had, and all other things we did just to pass high school. But inevitably, this is the day that we will be formally separated from our friends. Each one of us will be leading separate lives. Once again, it’s like venturing out to another unknown territory – college.
But as I reflect on, I don’t believe that graduation will be a bad thing. In fact, I believe that it will be an event that would make the bonds of friendship between us, students, stronger. As we venture out to college, we bring with us our fondest memories of our friends while we were still in high school. I believe that this makes us stronger. And we feel that we can make it through everyday because we know that when a time comes that we can’t take it any longer, and we just need to fall back, we won’t hit the ground; our high school friends will be there to catch us.
Come to think of it, going out of your comfort zone isn’t really that frightening. At first, it may seem like nothing’s going right and it’s like the end of the world. But as you go on, step by step, little by little, you begin to see that with a little bit more effort, everything will turn out to be alright. Patience, a healthy curiosity, and a good deal of faith are all you need to be able to make the most out of everything that life presents.
Now don’t be afraid to go into that abyss. You never know, it might be the way to your heaven here on earth.

continuation!!!

2005-04-10T20:05:00.000+08:00

yeah.. and so the saga continious... haha

haha...

day 3 (april 5)
sa talavera lang kami... and.. so mejo sleep in ako today.. pero not really.. we had to get up at around 6 because breakfast was at 7.. so may "pre-breakfast" muna kami.. kasi late yung real nreakfast namin.. after that action songs, then morning prayer(ako naglead.. wahaha).. then after that.. hmm.. may pinapanuod sa amin na MTV.. batingaw yung title.. ok naman.. pinapakita yung lives ng less fortunate.. pero even though they are suffering greatly.. they still find reasons to smile.. parang ganun yung pinaka-theme nung video.. and then may activity kami.. yung "tayo na sa talipapa".. we were all given a set of cards na may drawing ng iba't-ibang binebenta sa talipapa.. pos mag-exchange exchange kami according to its value.. ganun.. and then kukunin yung mga pinakamayaman.. middle class.. and the rest mga "dukha" as fr. pete calls it.. haha.. then yung mga mayayaman.. they get the chance to change the existing prices.. tapos trading ulit.. ganun.. so inulit yun for about three times.. (naka pasok naman ako sa middle class kahit papano.. haha.. nakagoyo ako..) neways yun.. the main lesson for that was.. in the real world, ganun din ang situation.. ang mayaman ang powerful.. most of the time, they are selfish and do everything na pwede for their own gain.. the middle class.. walang pakialam.. and the poor walang magawa.. the challenge for us is TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE.. btw, yun ang theme ng convention.. WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE.. (and i know that we can..) yun.. after that may movie na pinalabas.. Riles ang title.. if you watch reality tv.. well.. tv can not get any more real than this.. haha.. it was all about a family living sa gilid ng riles.. their life and everything.. ganun.. then after that may sharing kami.. then "my lunch".. basta parang nakabalot ang lunch namin sa paper bag.. swertihan sa makuha.. may 3 kinds.. for the lower class.. middle class and upper class.. grabe.. upper class nakuha ko.. nahihiya nga ako habang kumakain dahil ang dami nung akin pos sa iba onti lang.. (no communication nga pala btw..).. so in the end, sabi pwede naman daw mag-share bat d kami nagshare.. aba malay ko ba.. sabi no communication daw.. haha.. anyway.. sa huli.. may extra food pa naman.. actually marami pa.. so everyone was allowed to get there.. para naman mabusog lahat.. neway.. sa hapon nagpunta kami sa gawad kalinga.. nagtalk kung anu ba tlg ang gk and all.. then nakipag-usap kami sa mga families dun sa sitio na yun na tinulungan ng gk.. then ng landscaping kami.. ang cool.. haha.. nag -plant kami and all.. and then finally.. dinner.. then went back to talavera.. then mass.. yun.. after that.. may ndo meeting.. nasa sidelines ako watching.. di na kasi ako pinasama ng bro ko.. haha.. cdo ang next convention.. nagnominate ng new set of ndo officers.. haha (NEWS FLASH>>> si JEC ang next regional steward... woooohooooo!) then yun.. that ends our day.. sleep na.. haha

next na ulit.. haha

i'm back from cebu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-08T10:35:00.000+08:00

hello guys! i'm back!!!! hehe.. it was super fun!!!!!!!! ang saya talaga.. got to meet a lot of new friends and some old ones.. lalo na yung from china.. hehe.. kwento ko na lang ang happenings day by day.. para di ako maguluhan.. anyway.. here goes...

DAY 1 (April 3)
flight departed at around 7 am.. then diretso city tour na kami.. we visited mactan shrine.. tapos pumunta muna sa sacred heart to register.. then sto nino church.. magellan's cross.. then lunch.. pos bumalik na sa sacred heart... yun.. masaya naman.. action songs and everything..:) tapos may talk kami.. the speaker was brother ba.. he was such a cool speaker.. mind you, he was gay.. in every sense of the word.. pero he doesn't go hunting men na daw ngayon hahaha.. anyway.. after that.. nag-grouping na kami for our care group.. our faci was ahia chris(from cdo na dagupan na ngayon..).. and there were 9 of us - ako, shell from mtq, an from cotabato, clayton from bacolod(kasama ko siya sa china), mike from cdo, alwyn from osamis, tristan from iligan(kasama ko din sa china), mae from zamboanga, and tim from cebu. yun.. at first shy pa lahat.. pero.. haha.. naging mga hyper na in the end..:) hehe.. then nag-picture taking kami.. all the delegates.. (nasabi ko na ba.. napakainit sa cebu.. haha) after that mass.. and then welcome dinner.. and then some presentations.. more action songs.. may fire works pa.. cool.. then pumunta na kami sa talavera house of prayer.. dun kami nag-stay for the whole duration of the convention... so we were all very tired na kaya pagdating.. ligo.. chikahan sandali then sleep na..

day 2 (april 4)
bohol kami (gree group) for this day.. haha.. left talavera at 5 am.. can you imagine.. anung oras na lng kami gumising.. haha.. nag-boat kami to bohol.. took about an hour.. then diretso na kami to chocolate hills.. grabe.. ang cool.. pagtitignan mo sa post card parang ang liliit lang nila.. pero pag-dating dun sobrang taas pala. umakyat kami sa isang hill.. then dun.. nag-sight seeing.. ang cool.. lamig pa ng hangin.. sarap matulog.. haha.. anyway.. dun.. tingin-tingin for a while.. then bumaba na kami.. sakay na uli ng bus to go to loboc river... (nung mga panahong ito ay nasusuka na ako because zigzag sobra yung road and lubak lubak so naalog talaga ang buong katawan ko.. pareho kami ng katabi ko na nasusuka na.. (si clayton..)) then.. nakakita kami ng tarsiers.. cool sobra.. they were like.. real small.. and they have this really big eyes! haha.. cute!.. pos meron sakanila super sleepy.. natulog.. haha cute nga eh.. haha.. then.. nag-lunch cruise kami.. riding a boat.. lunch kami while sightseeing.. may kumakanta din na sort-of band.. o, ang cool talaga.. haha.. xempre.. hindi yun makukumpleto kung hindi kami nag-picture picture..:) hahaha.. pagtapos nun.. pumunta namn kami sa baclayon church.. we had a mass there.. nagvisit din kami sa museum dun.. parang magigiba na nga yun anytime eh.. hehe.. then after that beach na!!!!!!!!!!! parang boracay narin though it's not that developed.. pero the sand was really fine.. parang sa boracay nga.. pero darker ng kaunti.. si lester and chester nag-swimming.. tuwang tuwa nga sila eh.. then kami (ako, bro, jec) nagtampisaw lang and shell hunting.. haha.. free foot scrubnga eh.. sa sand.. haha.. and yung pari na kasama namin.. around 60-70 years old.. siya pa yung umabot sa dulo ng pwede puntahan dun sa beach.. astgin nga eh.. umakyat din siya dun sa hill na inakyat namin.. haha.. anyway.. dinner namin sa beach din.. yun.. then bumalik na kami sa pier.. kaso delayed yung boat namin by almost 1 hour.. haha.. so natulog na alang kami.. ako, kapatid ko, si jec and si hanson.. isang hilera kami.. tulog kami lahat.. wahaha.. then sa boat natulog ulit ako.. hahaha.. pagdating sa talavera.. ligo.. chika.. tulog.. haha..

yung next sa next entry nalang.. haha

wala akong magawa kaya... eto.. read on..:)

2005-04-02T10:04:00.000+08:00

I got this idea from one of my friends sa blog niya.. (thanks tipay...)

ANG UNA KONG INIISIP PAGKAGISING KO SA UMAGA:
Nasan cellphone ko...
ANG UNA KONG GINAGAWA PAGKAGISING AY:
Check my phone for messages
PAGKUMAKANTA AKO SA BANYO, KINAKANTA KO ANG:
Hindi ako kumakanta sa banyo.. wahaha
DI AKO MAGALING MAGLUTO PERO EXPERT AKO SA PAGLULUTO NG:
Mushroom soup.. haha
KAPAG WALA AKO MAGAWA AKO AY:
Telebabad.. textbabad.. internetbabad..
KAPAG NATUTULOG, MADALAS KONG NAPAPAGINIPAN AY:
secret...:)
KAPAG NAKAKAKITA AKO NG PAGKAIN AKO AY:
yum yum...
NAIIYAK AKO KAPAG:
nag-aaway kami ni.. may naiisip ako na nakakaiyak.. naiinis ako ng sobra sobra
NAIINIS AKO KAPAG:
maraming makulit na tao.. haha
NATATAWA AKO KAPAG:
may nagpapatawa...:)
NAGAGALIT AKO KAPAG:
hindi maayos ang gawa sa trabaho.. magulo kausap.. ayaw kang sundin kahit alam mong tama ang pinagagawa mo..
KINIKILIG AKO KAPAG:
may nagbibigay ng flowers.. nalalaman kong may nagkakacrush sakin.. wahaha.. kapal ko
HINDI KO MAINTINDIHAN KUNG BAKIT:
magulo ang mundo.. mamatay na si pope.. um.. lagi nalang may tampuhan samin.. and some other things i can't mention...
NALOLOKA/LOKO AKO KAPAG:
bumabagsak sa math.. hahaha
KAPAG LAHAT NG MASAMA AY NANGYARI NA ANG MASASABI KO NA LNG AY:
wakanga.. Lord help..
OKAY NA SANA KASO NGA LANG:
maraming pumapansin.. gumagawa ng tsismis na hindi totoo
GUSTO KONG ______ PERO HINDI KO MAGAWA:
pumayat.. pero magagawa ko naman kung gusto ko eh.. haha
KAPAG MAY PERA AKO, BIBILI AKO NG:
bahay... lupa.. i-pod shuffle...
GUSTO KO I-ADD SA FRIENDSTER LIST KO SI:
orlando bloom.. yung totoo ah.. di yung gawa gawa lang ng kung sino man...
ANG PALAGI KONG INIICIP AY SI:
duh.. kelangan pa bang sagutin yan?
GUSTO KONG KAUSAPIN SI:
Lord
AT SABIHIN NA:
i love you Lord..
GUSTO KONG SAMPALIN SI:
wala naman eh.. malamang si common enemy namin ni jen.. hahahaha
ANG HULI KONG PINAIYAK AY SI:
kelangan ko pa ba sabihin yan? haha.. alam mo na kung sino yan..
DAHIL KASI:
may pinag-awayan kami.. pos nilayasan niya ako.. pero di niya ako natiis at binalikan ako.. haha
PAGNILAPITAN AKO NG TAONG GUSTO KO, ANG GAGAWIN KO AY:
sasabihin ko na "what took you so long?" haha.. feeling ko..
LAGI KONG IPINAPANALANGIN NA SANA:
Gumaling na ang mga dapat gumaling... laging alagaan ang family and friends ko.. wag pababayaan ang FCCY.. mag-aral na sana siya ng mabuti..
KUNG AKO ANG LILIGAWAN, GUSTO KONG MAKATANGGAP NG:

bulaklak.. haha.. matagal ko na sinasabi ito.. and doggie..

MAPAPATAWAD LANG KITA KAPAG:
nag-sorry ng sincerely at you really have realized your mistake.. and you do something to make up for it..
MALALAMAN MONG MAHAL NA KITA KAPAG:
panu ba yan.. alam na niya eh.. haha

o, yan na guys.. enjoy.. haha

hallo!

2005-04-02T09:31:00.000+08:00

i'm here again!! wahaha.. ala lang.. gusto ko lang.. hmmm.. neways.. un lang muna.. right now i feel fetching... haha.. la lang.. kasi merong may crush sakin... wahahaha... ang kulit ko.. hahaha... feeling na sobra.. wahaha.. neways.. till here muna.. mwah to all..

current mood:

hallo!!!!!!!!!!! i'm back!

2005-04-01T19:30:00.000+08:00

i'm back! hehe.. kakagaling ko lang ng school.. went to say farewell to those who will ride the barko going to cebu.. wahaha.. neways...
.:breaking news:.
*pasado na siya sa lahat ng subjects!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooooooooohoooooooooo!
*haha.. got news from bubie and dencio na meron daw may crush sakin... wahaha.. i'm feeling vain!!!!! haha.. ganda daw voice ko.. nyak.. akO? the super baba ng boses gurl? haha.. hard to imagine.. but nonetheless i'm flattered! haha
yun lang naman nothin else new.. hahaha.. hmmm.. un lang muna.. maybe i'll pack my things for sunday na.. won't have much time tom eh... may meeting pa ang cgc.. gotta go.. bye.. mwah to all..

ayan na

2005-04-01T12:03:00.000+08:00

new blog skiN!
nagugutom na ako..
l8r dudes and dudettes
mwah to all..

it has been a long time...

2005-04-01T11:02:00.000+08:00

hay.. ang tagal tagal na ng last update ko dito.. huwala lang.. napapbayaan ko na.. hahaha.. neways..
*summer is finally here.. yeah.. everyone can feel it naman eh.. grabe.. ang init na sobra.. haha.. i've got more or less 2 weeks before i start studying again! in ateneo.. ajss.. haha.. hope it's going to be fun!!!!
*just got home from subic.. tuesday til wednesday kami dun.. haha.. ala lang.. init din eh.. masaya naman .. kasama ko family ko.. um.. got to go swimming.. visited ocean adventure.. cool naman.. haha.. also got to visit my uncle.. he's in a hospital there.. he's having some sort of herbal treatments for his cancer.. please pray for him...
*will be going to cebu on sunday na!!!!!!!!! wahooooooooooo... yey.. hehe.. wala alng.. m xcited na eh.. hahaha
*to sum things up for the past school year.. eto ang mga masasabi ko... :

ok naman if you consider my studies and all.. wala lang.. ganun.. (btw, recog day was yesterday.. march 31)
i guess mejo napabayaan ko ang responsibilities ko.. lalo na sa rocca.. dun sobra sobra.. and ngayon mejo nagiging stagnant narin ang fc love min.. i'm going to start working again.. hay.. magseset na ako ng meeting! summer na.. anu ba yan.. la pa kami activities.. maloloka nanaman ako..
um.. the year was pretty good.. did get to do some good deeds.. haha.. biruin mo.. the fc was able to organize a bazaar.. cool.. haha.. kahit na mejo magulo.. ok parin..

*what else ba.. hmm... ah.. ok.. ok naman kami.. still hindi parin kami.. hindi pa rin nagtatanong.. pero i do get the feeling na papalit na.. haha.. will keep you guys posted.. haha.. wala lang.. mejo lagi lang kaming amy tampuhan.. all that chuvaness... haha,... ako lang ang nakakapagpaiyak dun.. pero ayaw lo din na umiiyak siya noh.. promise.. anu pa ba..

*i'm thinking of changing mg blog skin.. to get the summery feeling.. haha.. ang cold kasi ng aura ng skin ng blog ko nagyon eh.. hahaha

l8r dudes and dudettes (tama ba spelling?)haha.. check out muna ako ng skins..

in love with you lyrics

2005-03-22T09:41:00.000+08:00

la lang... type ko lang tong song na ito ngaun.. i'll be posting some more lyrics.. habang la pa ako sa mood magsulat.. bwahaha

(Jacky)
Just a gentle whisper,
tell me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories,
where did we go wrong?
I couldn't find the words then,
so let me say them now
I'm still in love with you
(Regine)
Tell me that you love me,
tell me that you care
Tell me that you need me,
and I'll be thereI'll be there waiting...
(Regine/Jacky)
I will always love you,
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
Come to me now
I will never leave you,
I will stand here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
I'm in love with you
(Jacky)Now we've here together,
yesterday has past
Life is just beginning,
close to you at last
And I promise to you,
I will always be there
I give my all to you
(Regine)
Living life without you is more that I can bear
Hold me close forever,
I'll be there...
(Jacky)
I'll be there for you
(Regine/Jacky)
I will always love you,
I will always stay true
There's no one who loves you like I do
This I promise...
I will never leave you,
I will stand here with you
Through the good and bad I will stand true
Hold me closer...
Our love is forever,
holding us together
Nothing in this world can stop us now
(Jacky)
Love has found
(Regine)
Love has found a way ...
(Regine/Jacky)
I'm in love,
I'm in love
Yes I'm in love,
so in love
I'm so in love with you....

huwala lang...

2005-03-10T17:59:00.000+08:00

parang feel ko magslat nagyon.. huwala lang.. ang dami na nangyayari sa buhay ko.. hmm.. upd8s? hmmm.. welllllll.. wala lang.. last day na ng perio ko tom!!!!!!!!! woooohooooo! haha.. nga pala.. bagsak pala ako sa perio sa math.. well i'm not the only one.. lahat kami.. wahaha.. yun.. nag-remedial na kami kanina.. well.. sana ok na.. anyway.. putting that aside, wala lang..

hay.. l8ly mejo lagi nalang kami nag-aaway(siguro alam niyo naman kung sino siya).. well.. not away talaga.. pero magtatampo yung isa sa isa.. madalas ako yung nagtatampo.. i don't know kung bakit ganun ako.. ewan ko.. probabaly it's my nature.. probabaly linikha akong selosa.. pero.. ewan ko.. sometimes naiisip ko na he doesn't deserve this naman eh.. all he shows me is his care and love.. pero.. ewan ko.. there are times lang talaga na may slip-ups siya at nagkakamali.. i know everybody makes mistakes.. pero bakit ganun.. parang ang dalas naman nung kanya.. almost everyday? or maybe the mistakes is all i see.. d naman siguro.. i always see his good side naman eh.. maybe i have the problem.. baka maxado lang akong selosa? possessive? nyak.. anung karapatan ko.. d naman kami ah.. haha (ang aking walang kamataynag linya).. hay.. i don't know.. i guess i'm just like this talaga.. pero i'm trying my best to change this.. ayoko naman na maging too selosa.. moderate pwede na.. hindi naman sigurong mawala na totally yung pagka-selosa ko.. that wouldn't make me me.. gets? haha.. hay.. sana lang kasi ang kanyang mga ginagawa ay iniisip muna bago gawin.. iniisip kung makaksakit o hindi.. haha.. basta.. i've discussed this with him and we're ok na.. in fact, we're doing great.. haha.. di naman namin pinalalagpas ng 1 oras ang tampuhan eh.. haha.. di niya ako natitiis! haha(kapal ng mukha ko! haha.. chubby cheeks) huwala lang..

o, yun nalang muna.. gtg.. mwah to everyone.. Ü

hay

2005-03-09T17:23:00.000+08:00

tagal ko na di post.. tagal na rin la sa mood magsulat eh.. ngaun.. la pa rin.. bwahaha.. pagkatapos na siguro ng mga paghihirap sa school bago ako magsusulat ulit

2005-03-09T17:16:00.000+08:00

haha

2005-02-28T18:48:00.000+08:00

feel magpapicture... haha

2005-02-28T18:46:00.000+08:00

magkakulay pa kami ng nanay ko.. wahaha

2005-02-28T18:45:00.000+08:00

o, ang cool ng corsage ko noh.. wahaha

2005-02-28T18:43:00.000+08:00

berks ulit..

2005-02-28T18:41:00.000+08:00

berks!

2005-02-28T18:40:00.000+08:00

wahaha ulit

2005-02-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

wahaha

2005-02-28T18:37:00.000+08:00

isa pang pa-cute